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I dont know which is which, intuition or thinking too much? Because recently, i keep having this feeling that my bf have someone outside. Even though, i know that he wont be doing that behind my back. But, i just cant stop thinking about it.

We have been unpleased with each other and sometimes, we end up having quarrels. Things turn out until i burst into tears, felt like dying and hurting myself. I kept crying recently, over relationship matters( be it small or big matters ). I even thought of giving up this relationship since im always making him unhappy and not up to his expectations. Sometimes, he himself feel very tired.

Other then giving up this relationship, i dont know what i can do to make him happy. Cos, no matter how hard i try, i dont seem to meet his expectations. Sometimes, i even feel that, i did make the effort, but he dont seems to c it.

He says that, what both of us are doing are wrong already as in the methods to make both of us happy. So, he came up with this plan for long term to make us work together. I agreed to it. And today, we so called untangled all the knots that are tangled for a long time.

Things still went smoothly for today. But on my way home, he told me, this is for me to listen only, that he gt a client likes him. I was shocked of cos. Then i started asking him, is she pretty, how old is she and so on. He asked if i gt affected by it. I said no, but actually a bit.

I guess is i think too much. I should trust him instead of trusting myself.

Goodnight to myself!