I'm currently a student of Republic Poly. I Love Tan, I hate heartbreakers!
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Today lesson was bored. I went to school today because i dont want to waste a MC without a reason. My bday is coming but my friends are celebrating my bday on the actual day. So i called my mum asking if they can celebrate for me b4 the actual day. My mum sort of dont like this idea, so i told her i will be calling my dad asking if is possible. I called him and asked, he dont sound like the idea, he told me he can celebrate for me the day b4 actual day but he wants to join me to go for the BBQ that my friends want to celebrate for me. I told him they are my outside friend, he asked me he cannot go is it? I got fustrated so i told him that the outside friends are Victor and my group of friends. If he go, how would i know if my dad will be unhappy when my dad see Victor.

Because of the incident, im confused now whether they still angry with him or not. I scared embarassment will be there when it is supposed to be my bday celebration. I cried over the phone just to fight for that one actual day to have my friends celebrate with me. My dad told me what for hate him. I was quite delightful to heard that. We hang up, and i called Victor. He told me, postpone to Sat lor. I dont mind but will his friends be free. He asked me to skip school next Friday to go zoo or somewhere else. But i must act as though i go to school. I called my dad again to tell him that they will celebrate my day on the actual day with me as my friends cancelled the BBQ.

Then, i called my mum and told her this, and i pestered her to buy me new phone cos my phone is spoiled. She asked me to wait until my bday come and i got red packet from them. I asked her, how would i know there will be enough money to buy the new phone. She say i will get to c soon. But im feeling anxious to get the phone cos i cant stand my phone already!!! It's irritating, if i have to make an emergency call, and the screen keep going white, how to make phone call?!?!

Since she asked me to wait, i'll just wait. Everything will be smooth. My new phone and BBQ.

Yesterday, i meet up with Hubby. We went to a few places, then we went to Farmway. Along the way to the fish farm, i heard this song on the radio by Forever, the song title is Damage. There is this sentence, "I'll be loving you forever, Deep inside my hear you'll leave me never, Even if you took my heart, And tore it apart, I would love you still forever". I asked him, if i took his heart and tore it apart and leave him, will he still love me? He told me his ex, even though they are parted, she still have a small place in him as friend. If i were to be like that, he will still love me. I was quite for a moment, and i started crying cos he is the first guy that would say this to me. And im really touched by what he said. I feel that i would still be loved by him even though im not with him. But i wont leave him.

I will cherish him even more cos im very important to him. Other then him, i cant find any guy that would treat me very well like bf and husband, my life partner. Until today, im still can remember what he said in my heart and i would still cry about it. I missed him a lot, i cant wait to see him tmr to do all every single things. I appreciate a lot on the small little things that he do. Like.. i like him to treat me a bit violently, just rubbing my face, push me lightly away. I will smile and find it happy about it.

I just love him a lot!!