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Hmm.. what should i say? I just dont know y i gt the fear even though there was a bit of disappointment. Work is fine today, and for yesterday and today, there were interviews on Secretary for my 2 bosses. Hope they find someone that really knows how to do their work n.. dont know what shld she look out for. I finally finished the bday cards that she has always wanted me to finish earlier on. Now left, looking for docs and filing!!! *Sigh* Filing is the most boring and tough assignment that i would b doing. She has so many clients and so many docs to file into each clients folder. Anyway, i will try to finish it before i left.

Smsed Hubby whether if he is meeting me today. Recently, he didnt tell me if he is meeting me or not meeting me. I will b wondering i shld go home for dinner or not go home for dinner. He then says he is meeting me today, so we met. We went to one of the car shops to take a look on the bling bling stuff that they r selling. But the shop is not open! No choice, we have to go another day. We then went to the Surecatch fishing shop ( dont know if those things they r selling surely will catch fish or not =x ). Look here and there, in the end we bought a tackle box, hooks for prawning and signboard to hang in the car.

Done with so called 'shopping', we went to have our dinner. At first, whatever Hubby suggested, i would say ' dont want '. He then suggested to go to the Ang Mo Kio area to have Claypot. I was quite sianz with that place cos for the past 3 or 4 times we went there, it was not open! He says he wants to try for the last time cos it was just 5 plus, they shldnt have close so early. So we went, i think he was praying very hard that the shop is open. And it did really open! Ok, finally it open. The claypot food is really nice and it is still hot when we finish eating or is it that im stupid that claypot r supposed to b cook in a very hot temp. Hahahahahahahahahahaha!!

After dinner, we didnt know where to go cos he didnt know if he will b meeting his client tonight at Yishun. We went to the Yishun dam, chat for a while. The weather wasnt very gd, it seems like it will b a heavy rain. And he is having backpain, his left leg didnt have enough strength. He sends me home. Of cos, i will feel disappointed, and also have the thinking that, i shldnt have meet u. Cos i feel that everytime i meet u, it will b a short one. Thinking the past relationship, he also have excuses like leg pain or dont like to go crowded place. He makes me feel loner, what i do is just accompany him at home. Other than that, nth. Just now, i wanted to spent more time with u, but u gt backpain. U say u r ok with it, asked me where to go, i dont want to go anywhere. Cos, i dont want u just to make me happy then bear with the pain and bring me to places that i want to go.

I also dont want to think that u r like him making excuses but the hurt has already printed in me heart. I cant help it but to think like that. Just cos of such things, my mood is very down now. Having the fang bei xin to prevent me from hurting. Im sorry. Hope u r feeling better now.