I'm currently a student of Republic Poly. I Love Tan, I hate heartbreakers!
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It seems like im stressing my boy on his work. I feel that i shld not have stress him. He is feeling stress until the extend of grinding his teeth in his sleep until there is blood. Im doing too much. Im in the wrong, i shld not have told his mum about him wanting to buy a car n im being too much to asked his mum to ask him by when will he be able to buy one. I didnt know that he is trying to hit QC as well until he told me last night through sms. I agree that "no work no money". Yet i still spend so much money.

Thinking back, im not the kind of person that spend so much money but now, im spending as though my boy is printing money. My eyes r bad also, saw sth that is nice or like it, i will immediately buy it without thinking if i NEED it or i WANT it. I just gt to blame myself. I dont know what to do except support him. Im not forcing him to hit the target but i feel that if u set a goal for yourself, u will work harder to hit it. His thinking n mine is different, i shld not force him to go my way of setting goals.

What i can say is go on your own pace to walk a step closer to the things he wants. Other then this, i dont know what i can do for him. Maybe spend less, stay at home more, goes to work everyday n dont be lazy. If i could find a job that i could take part time in the night, i would take up the job. Maybe this will help him to b closer to his aims. Recently, i have this mindset, "am i interfering him working? being a burden to him? if im not with him, will he be doing better than what he is now?". I know i shldnt think this way, but im a person whereby something happened to my close one, i will anyhow think.

Thats all about what i have in my heart. Im really sorry to stress u, my boy. I didnt mean it...