I'm currently a student of Republic Poly. I Love Tan, I hate heartbreakers!
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Sometimes, i hate my life so badly that, i wish i was not born in this family. How i wish i was born in a family that understands their children and knows what they want n need in life. Not, controlling their life in what they were asked to do!!

The reason that i hate my life was, i feel that i do not have any air to breathe. Everything was being controlled. I cant feel that im a human, i feel that im a robot that was being controlled by them. Whatever, they command in the control station, i must fulfill their job. Everything around me seems to be wrong. Whatever i do or say to my boss or my parents, i will always be wrong! Does it make the common sense? No!! If parents should think whatever they do and says is correct and we r wrong, i dont think i would want to talk to them or go back to the house.

No point going back home having them to have the mindset that we dont like. This will worsen the relationship between children and parent. Im not always an angel that they always think. Even if im an angel when i was at young age. It does not make sense that i will always be one. As i grow up, my life change! I will become a devil that they do not like. I have my own private life. Even though im just 18, it does not mean that im not matured in thinking. This is what every parents underestimate their children sometimes. Being 18 is nice n i know our life begins to start. We will want to try out things that we have not tried. This is US!

Now, i just want them to trust me when im outside. I know my limit, i know what is right n what is wrong. I know what kind of friend i can mix and cannot mix. I just need them to give me trust, understanding of me and freedom to do whatever i like that makes me happy! Is that too much from them when im at this age of having fun?

Saying that my tone of talking to my dad was hurting. Y cant he observe how he talk to my mum. He also use this tone to talk to my mum or sometimes us. This is retribution! Whatever that he did badly to others previously will bounce back to him. If he talks to us like that, we will b talking to him in that manner too! He just practically dont use his logic to think. He just say what is on the surface of the problem.

There r too many problems around me that i just feel like crying. If i have the money to move out, i would move out immediately, contacting only my mum and my brother.