Tears was the best gift from you.

9:01:00 PM Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Hmm.. recently many things happened. I dont know where to start with so i will just write a brief one. I went to M'sia for my cousin's wedding, went for about 10 days. Hubby missed me so much that he didnt have a good sleep every night. So poor thing. When i came back on that day, i went to Hubby's house. He say when he saw me, he felt like crying. Haha! So cute! Spend the whole day together wisely. Just nice, that day my dad went to Hyundai showroom to get our car, but is a OPC( off-peak car ). Better than nothing.

When i came back to work yesterday, my day didnt start well. All started with my lady boss, Jac. She just sucks. Everytime, im the one to help update the board for my colleague for adviser's sales. I didnt know she will be coming in, so i update. Cleaning the board halfway, she came in!! Next thing, she asked me to stop doing all this and do my work as i didnt work for 10 days. She then start scolding me and say sth really bad that makes my blood boil. She said, " dont just cos she is your future mother-in-law then u help.. ". I just kept quiet. After she went back to her room, i went to the back of the office and tell Julie that she is saying sth unpleasant bout me helping her cos she is my future mother-in-law. Julie's blood boils until erupted. She shout loudly back to my lady boss, " what mother-in-law! ". That lady is really looking for trouble. Jac went to the back, asking a lot of qns about y Julie asked me to help her when i gt a lot of things to do. Julie said, everything is she helped me do, almost all the things was cleared.

She is not asking too much by asking me to help her do the board. Jac really dont appreciate what Julie has done for her unit. YET! she still can scold me that i dont appreciate her for giving me leave to go back msia! What the hell! I go back gt valid reason need to appreciate one mehz. Fucker! I told her id she wants to sack me just sack. Is not as if i really need this job so much, is her who need me a lot! After both of them quarrelled, Julie just walked out the office, not wanting to talk to her anymore. For that whole day, the things i do always goes wrong! I dont know y. Anyway, it's over, but im still not going to talk to jac.

One thing that im happy about is, i get to go Guangzhou during January with Hubby and my other colleagues!! Yeah Yeah!! We will be celebrating our 6 mths anniversary there!! Half a year has gone so fast. The weather during January will be extremely cold. It's coming nearer and nearer. This month, seems that there will b a lot of upcoming activities. Example.. Hubby's bday, Christmas, then New Years Eve countdown! It's beem quite some time i saw my friends and hang out with them!

Recently.. i think back how hubby and i met, got to know each other and got together. Everything just really goes very smoothly, there were no sweat. But everytime i think back, i just feel relax and will always have a grin on my face unknowingly. I've got no regrets getting to know Hubby then get together. Maybe my parents n someone outside may think im still young, still ignorant. But im not!! I did asked myself a few times if i regret or will i ever leave him. My answer will always be NO. A 18 years old girl can be mature in thinking but parents will always still think u r not mature. They underestimate their own children ability. If parents underestimate their children, means they dont understand their children very well. They dont know what their children wants in life.

It is not like the past, nowadays children r much more independent, they know what they wants. If parents dont let their children do what they want, they will nv learn, they will nv understand what is life about. this is my thinking. For others, i dont know. Different ppl have different thinking of life. No matter how convincing the parent is, the most impt thing is the child knows what he or she wants in life. Nth will stop them when they think in that direction. A 18 years old girl fall in love with a 31 years old guy is nth wrong. The law didnt say we cant fall in love with opposite sex that has big age gap. No matter what, i will stick to the man im with now and forever.