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For the past few days, things between my hubby and i wasnt good. Recalling back, i find that im a petty person. It was because on Friday, both of us went to Seiko Care Centre @ Orchard to repair hubby's watch. After which, we went to Paragon BUT while we were crossing the road, hubby make fun of me, and i became violent to him by pressing his thumb with a lot of force causing him to feel terribly pain. I wanted to ease the pain, but he pull back his thumb, next moment im angry with him for not letting me to ease the pain for him. Sounds petty isnt it?

All the way to Metro, i didnt reply him whenever he calls my name except that when we went to Braun Buffel boutique to check out the design of wallet that he was finding. Sad to say is that, out of black and dark brown, most of the outlet left only dark brown which we were not interested in. Practically, i didnt speak to him much from Paragon to Taka, after that go back to Yishun to have dinner. I felt terribly heart-pain by doing that, just walk away from him, keeps my thumbs off when both of us were holding hand. My thinking for now and in future is that, i wont b hurting him and i will try to keep my fingers off him, trying not to be violent to him. It hurts me to c him in pain.

At that night, both of us were talking on the phone and im crying the whole night over some heart matters. Out of sudden, my mum came to my room and she found out im crying. She was worried about me and kept asking me whats wrong, what happene?, i didnt answer her qns. I just nod or shake my head. That night, i chose to forget what had happen but it seems that i couldnt forget when i woke up the next day. I went to his house the whole day on Saturday. When i saw him, naturally, my attitude towards him was very cold but inside me, i feel terribly pain. My heart practically was crying, on my mind was just ' dont hurt him anymore, keep my fingers off him '. He kept asking me why am i so quiet but i didnt answer him. I just kept quiet until he cannot tolerate including me. Both of us burst into tears, that was the time i cried so painfully and long. That was the time, i felt that i couldnt lose him. After few hours went past, both of us began to talk to each other and love each other more.

Now, both of us stick to each other more, and understand each other more. Im glad that things were back to normal if not i will be wondering how much of water will i be giving out. Today, hubby couldnt send me home after work cos he got appt, but when i called him after i reached home, he told me appt postpone. Grrr~ Why the client last minute tell him postpone! If not he can send me home already. I felt weird without him sending me home. But i've got to be used to it, cos in future some of the days, he got to go for appt and i cant possibly be possessive, wanting hi mto send me home before going for his appt. Hubby, i will learn to be more gentle towards u and promise not to walk away just like that. Love U.